https://www.rssboard.org/rss-specification Statique v0.1.0 Sun, 24 May 2026 18:09:32 +0000 Licensed under CC BY-NC 4.0, 2026 vavakado (Vladimir Rubin) me@vavakado.xyz (Kiran Rubin) xor@vavakado.xyz (Vladimir Rubin) vavakado's blog en https://vavakado.xyz/en i post stuff here :3 to be a tree poem about trees hehe sometimes i wonder
what it’s like to be a tree
to feel kids’ laughter
to be carefree

trees are so forgiving
they endure so much kicking
but they stand strong and persevere
they stand like it’s their career

]]> https://vavakado.xyz/en/blog/be-a-tree https://vavakado.xyz/en/blog/be-a-tree Tue, 19 May 2026 00:00:00 +0000 last candle ever lit micro-fiction story i wrote there, sits a monk, in some filthy basement. not a single soul around.

he believes a set of ideas, now considered weird, once considered a widespread religion. yet, he’s all alone.

in the corner of the room there is an old box of candles. at least it was filled with them, a long time ago. but now, there’s only one left.
he takes it out, lighting it and setting it on the damp floor. the fire slowly eats away at the wax.

he meditates, focusing on the flickering fire. an atmosphere of something important ending in the air.
corpos stopped making good candles half a millenium ago, when real wax was deemed unprofitable. the only alternative are awful synthetic ones.

as the fire slowly goes out, so does he.

he’s the last one to reach enlightenment.

awareness was not profitable for the capital, so they made us get rid of it.

]]> https://vavakado.xyz/en/blog/last-candle https://vavakado.xyz/en/blog/last-candle Thu, 02 Apr 2026 00:00:00 +0000 cold wind a haiku about one experience i had the cold wind blowing
as sleepy bees buzz around
one in mountain peace

]]> https://vavakado.xyz/en/blog/cold-wind https://vavakado.xyz/en/blog/cold-wind Mon, 23 Mar 2026 00:00:00 +0000 thought up promises a poem about the mind thinking up things that aren't there thought up promises
always end sad or bad
they feel like lies
overwhelm even a notepad

they taste like rust and chain
choking you from inside
and you can’t explain
the reason your soul just died

someone might think
that that’s just a wink
but your mind
already wants to bind

]]> https://vavakado.xyz/en/blog/thought-up-promises https://vavakado.xyz/en/blog/thought-up-promises Thu, 09 Oct 2025 00:00:00 +0000 la declara de asurda the manifest of the absurd
  • nothing matters. celebrate it.
  • be weird. life’s too short for boring.
  • not knowing is fine.
  • laugh at perfection. it’s boring.
  • had fun but ‘failed’? you still won.
  • try on identities like dresses. sometimes they stick.
  • everything ends. stop worrying and live now.

    • inspired by ‘the cult of done manifesto’

    P.S. why is the name in Elefen? idk i wanted it to be

    ]]>     https://vavakado.xyz/en/blog/la-declara-de-absura https://vavakado.xyz/en/blog/la-declara-de-absura Sun, 28 Sep 2025 00:00:00 +0000